17th Jul 2010
Saturday // 2pm // 1 year ago
dear you too,
I’m not sure if you’ll get to read this, I barely open my tumblr anymore but I saw your post about me.
Let me tell you things about me,
I love Fashion, Its my life. Literally, you know that.
I love green. And I’m glad we’re the same.
I love football, it has always been my dream to play one day in the international league. I’m not sure you know that, but I’m sure you know why I can’t play. I wanted you to support me, but instead I took insults and never said anything. Instead I took “shh-s” and “shut ups” and lots more.
I love france. I love Paris, and I defo love french men, I told you I’d marry one. You discouraged me and told me I’d end up with someone I deserve. I deserve anything good, everything that’s best for me and I wanted you to support and believe in me. Naturally, if you can’t find it in the person you want it from, you get it from somewhere else. not that i’m saying i’m settling for someone else to replace you, but from the very beggining she believed and had fate in me.
we both have friends that we love, she’s not a very likeable person but she loves me and i love her.
NOT AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU, not because we’re family because we practically grew up together. It’s because you’ve been there with me through thick and thin, far and near, apart and aside.
I’m not a blogger but since you love it I decided I’d do it your way. I’d do anything your way, but I think now I’ve found my voice. and I need to speak and I need someone to listen to me, if you don’t someone else will.
The point in all this is I want you to listen, believe, understand, strengthen, widen, accept, encourage, love, befriend, REMEMBER. ME.
because I always do.
I will always listen.
I will always believe.
I will always understand.
I will always be the one to strengthen your weak knees.
I will be the one to open and help you see, so I can widen your sight.
I will always accept who you were, who you are, and who you will be.
I will always encourage whether its good or bad, as long as I can be there.
I have always loved, love, and still love YOU, you AND YOU.
I will always befriend you, cousins or not. after a fight, after a squabble, after an argument. even if you ruin my cardigan, it will be awhile to forgive….but i will.
And I want you to always remember, that no matter what I want, and what I will be. I will always be your tween.
I hope you realize that one day, when all this is gone. I will be HERE, right here.
xxxx,
TWEEN.
YOU find out ;]
